Friday, November 26, 2010


Convocation is just around d corner! I can't believe last after 3 tahun pya hard work (not really la), it comes to the day dat I dream of since in first semester lagi. Tapi ramai jugak member2 yang cakap, aku malas la nak g konvo, malas la itu, malas la ni...why? Kenapa tak nak? Kenapa malas? After all dis year study, at last receive jugak official scroll, at last dah ade degree. Cheer up guys! Agaknye aku je kot yang terlebih excited.

Malas nak tulis panjang2...blank idea tak tau nak tulis ape tapi excited nak jumpa mmber2 coursemate lama, bergosip2 mcm dulu.

Monday, November 15, 2010

Move on, it's your life Wanie.....

Then he's not worth it....

That's what my bestie tell me just now. I don't know, I just can't think bout it anymore. He's not the one to be blame. It's me, I guess I made him look like a bad guy. And he's not. He never done anything wrong to me. It's me who keeps fooling around and end up hurting myself like a stupid person.

He's someone in my life
He's someone in my heart
I guess that someone should be let go
Because he used to be someone to me
It's time for me to move on for that someone

I wish you all the best in your life. I'm sorry I don't want to try to forget you and cherish you in my heart always because that's the only way I can smile with the thought, "I love this guy for real and he's happy now so I should move on with my life now".

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Time stops when I meet you. I want to believe it is a miracle. I miss you so much, seeing you makes my heart beats faster, everything else just doesn't matter anymore. Until now, I asked myself. Everything happen for a reason, and what is the reason for this? 4 years ago, I thought fate makes me choose you. I fall for you. Things happen. And after 2 years since the last time we saw and contact each other, I met you again. The same face, the very same person who teach me...

This is love.

I do believe in miracle!

Coincidence? Miracle? Fate? I believe in all of that. Meeting you tonight, I was struck. Never imagine that. My heart stop for a moment, I'm shaking, I'm dead nervous and I can't breathe. Why must I met you? It will only bring more pain to me and you, no....I don't know what you're thinking, I don't know what you feel. It suffocates me.

I don't want to see you

Not because I hate you

Not because I want to erase you

I'm scared that I miss you even more

I'm scared that I love you even more

I'm scared of everything

And tonight, of all the night, I've been waiting when it will happen. And seeing you, I'm speechless. You were there, looking as good as ever and I'm here still the same person.

And tonight I'm sure and when people asked me

Do you really love him?

I know the answer to it

Yes, I do.

And I miss you now.

Can't you just be a miracle and come back? I need you now.

I hate the pathetic me who always look back in my memories.

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Nothing in particular

I envied football player

They get paid for playing around

And a lot too!

Can I do something like that?


I'm born to study till the end~

And that is the best!

Thursday, November 4, 2010


Kadang2 pelik jgk, terasa nak tau sapa la sebenarnya yang baca ape benda merapu yang aku tulis kat sini. Teringin jugak nak tau even takde banyak mana pun, 2 3 orang je. Selain member yang mmg tau aku ada blog, sapa lagi yang baca? Dia ke? Awak ke?

Apa agaknya orang fikir? Teringin gak nak tau tapi bila dipikir balik, better tak payah tau la kan. Everyone has their own opinion and thought. And as for me, apa yang aku tulis, cuma apa yang terlintas waktu tu, apa yang aku rasa.

Entah la apa aku merapu malam2 ni. Mata pun dah ngantuk, dah berat, esok banyak plak aktiviti kat Intekma tu, so tdor r. Owh elaun, cepat la masuk k, dah kering sangat ni. Daa~

p/s: Aku benci, cara baru tgk tv pala lutut! Lembap dowh. TV3...seriously?

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

And it's you again

There's something I always wanted to ask you but I'm scared, I don't wanna hear you saying what I don't wanna hear. How pathetic I am. It's been 2 years since I tried my very best to erase you, trying to divert myself, but now I know you're always there, inside of me. Deep down, maybe in my unconscious part of brain, I never forget you. It hurts, do you even know that? So hurt that I can't even cry it out, it breaks my heart everytime.

In my dreams, I asked you...what actually happen between us? And you answered back just by saying, "Do I know you?"


And yes, I guess now I can't lie to myself. I still love you, just the same as 4 years ago. When I was 18, I found you, my first love. I guess until now, it never changed, not even a bit cause it hurts the same.

And it's you.....MY3108

And I'm sorry that I love you. I wish it is a lie.