Saturday, April 23, 2011

human that'll never satisfied with anything

This can be considered as ungrateful, since we all are called plain human, this is normal. I'm jealous of students who have to study and now struggling very hard for their final examination. Not bragging bout doesn't have to take any examination but once I left the time where I'm a student who always need to take examination, I kinda miss the feeling of struggling hard, scanning through the notes, past years exam paper, all the quizzes, discussing seriously each of the past year question, it's tiring but the satisfaction is there. I don't know if I'm weird but I really miss that.

People will think that it's so much fun when you don't have to attend any classes or take any examination so you can relax. yeah, right! I've tried it and I tell you, it's not fun especially for person who can't really straighten up their lives like me. Things that look fun at first, will not be exactly as what you expected.

When I was young, and rebellious teenager, I always wanted to study far away from home so that I can have freedom. What's more fun than freedom?!! Being able to live your life the way you want it and can be far away from your nagging parents and annoying siblings, it's heaven for god sake! Now, I realise that it does feel good for a moment but at last you begin to understand that there's no place like home. Home is where you have to listen to your parents babbling, put up with your crazy siblings but in the end, eat dinner happily together and laugh. Together with people who really cares about you, know you inside and out and accept you the way you are, that's family!

I haven't felt that quite a long time now. I miss my years as degree students struggling like crazy for examination and I miss my family very much. But my research restricts me from being where my heart wants to be. Mum, dad...I want to be with you but I can't. I'll hang on over here, I'll be back soon.

To all other students especially UiTM students who will undertake the final examination, I wish you all the best! And yes, appreciate every moment of it. Good luck!

Wednesday, April 20, 2011


Sometimes, just sometimes I wish people can listen to others thought and feeling, then we wouldn't have to tell them in person that they suck and hurting you. It's tiring enough that you have your own problem, facing crazy psycho moody people is like taking another research again! It doesn't feel that bad but believe me, for people like me, that's like crazy!

You can't live alone, I guess that's what you have to put up with. I acted that bad also, so can't put the blame on other people, I understand how it feels when you're moody. You don't want to treat other people badly but it's uncontrollable. But still, it does hurt.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

RAIN is here, but it's damn HOT!

I have like the most amazing night of my live. My first experience going to concert and it is RAIN concert! I mean like, crazy! I guess people already know how much I love kpop so it is a big thing for me. Main event is the Formula 1, but since we arrived late and so much drama going on, I don't want to remember all that. The most important thing is RAIN is in front of me, like 3meters away from me!

I'm super excited but to tell you the truth, I'm not a big fan of Rain, I barely know his songs cause I first know him as an actor in Full house, the sweet drama with the very beautiful Song Hye Kyo (I wish they are really together). But who cares if I don't know all his songs, I still know some and I enjoyed myself. He's an awesome performer. His dance move is awesome, great songs, great everything! I'm being biased, I know.

But really, such a big star like him, performing in this little country, it doesn't feel like he's taking this concert lightly. I can really feel the effort he put in, and I know he give his best that night. Such a down-to-earth star, no wonder he received a lot of love from his fans.

He's hot, no? If u think so, he's ten times hotter in person!
This may sound gedik but sometimes when he sings and look at the crowd, it does feel like he look at me...*melting already*
Ji-hoon oppa, u're daebak!!!

Pardon our blur face, the back is what important!

Imagine what's gonna happen if Big Bang or 2PM come here for concert. I'll faint!

Monday, April 11, 2011

my freaking awesome day

too tired to update on my awesome today, maybe tomorrow or the day after.....but, freaking awesome!

Till next, bye. I need to sleep rite now.

Friday, April 8, 2011

rambling friday

For me, my blog is where I pour my heart, talking bout what happen in my daily life, people I met, people I love, my ups and downs. Everything bout me is here.

To my mum, thank you for your trust. This daughter of yours might not be as bright as others but one thing for sure, I won't let you down. I love you.

To my dear bestie, Atip. Thank you for being patient with my weird attitude. No one understands me like you do. Love you so much.

I have people who love me by my side. What else would I ask for? Accept for to see and meet Big Bang and 2PM, I have no other request. Heee....... ^^

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

girl and shopping

As a girl (woman makes me feel older), shopping is a MUST. Thus, I can't wait for my stuff to arrive home. What is it? Bag? Shoes? Perfume? Nope. There are seven altogether.

Big Bang's maknae, Seungri album. The songs are awesome! Truly VVIP.

If you buy Seungri VVIP album, this one is also a must. Welcome to V World. The making of this awesome album and plus other extra things just for VIP!

Welcome to V World.

Next is the leader and charismatic member of Big Bang, G-Dragon and T.O.P's album.

GD and TOP make a perfect collaboration. Funky catchy, awesome songs.

Like always, if you buy their album, so this item is also a must. Play with GD and TOP. Also making dvd of their album. Behind the scene, personal message, photobook etc etc....

Play with GD & TOP. Totally worth it.

Since all the album above are about Big Bang member, so you must also get their 4th mini album since they make a comeback after long awaited 2 years and 3 months!

Big Bang 4th Mini Album. They just getting better and better.

And they announce a special edition album with extra songs which has not been officially release yet, a few teaser of their new song has been release for their countdown. Totally a must have!

It is in green colour. It comes with a special packaging. Nice!

And last but not least, being a HOTTEST (fan for 2PM), this is also a must. Since we have no idea when we are able to watch this with our own eyes.

Can't wait for this, 2PM hwaiting!

How much are all of these cost me? Doesn't matter, its priceless!
Worth all the awesome tracks and performance.

So, this is how girl spent their money. Nope. Not all. Just me and few others. No shoes by the way. =P