I really have no intention of continuing what we have before.
It's just too stressful for both of us.
Too hurtful for me, too burdensome for him.
Too hard for everyone else.
I'm just a girl. I fall in love. I break my heart.
That's just a cycle. I accept it.
Really. It's just that I wish we ended up in a better way.
Not totally disconnected. And left everything.
Unexplainable.
Sometimes I do miss the times we talk on phone.
It makes my heart beat faster and smiling in my sleep.
It's just a memory.
Sometimes it recalled itself.
Just that.