Dark time now for a brighter future tomorrow....=)

Ok now it's time to get serious. I'm so run out of time due to my laziness. Who to blame? No one other than myself. So many things to read, so many things to understand and learn within such a short period. (Actually, with my laziness, no amount of time will be enough!). Now I realize how simple my life is during my Bachelor degree time compared to now. So many people to meet and contact, so many places I need to go to, so many everything!

It will be the hardest time of my life now but I guess this is a valuable experience. And I know somehow, I'll make it through this and look back and said, "Well Wanie, you're really a grown up now." Everything will fall apart once I give up so, let's go Wanie! Gather your strength and you'll make it to the end. Yes, next year, you'll be receiving your Masters degree. InsyaAllah! It's all in you, you've got everything you need. Just endure it for a just a bit more ok?

I know I'm on the right path now! Success, here I come, wait for mummy k? =)

Wonderful 2010.....Greater 2011!

In a few hours lagi, dah bye-bye 2010, welcome 2011. Meaning that, there's a lot of things in the to-do list. I dah taknak buat new year resolution sbb dah tau sgt pe nak jadi. So, just ade to-do list (tak same ke?). Ok la, first of all, tahniah lagi kat Khairul Fahmi sbb dia ramai plak yg tgk blog ni sbb ade muka dia. Tumpang publisiti cket ye.

Ok la, back to the to do list. First, yang wajib diselesaikan ialah proposal, questionnaires and research analysis, siapkan thesis by the end of 2011 sbb nak konvo ujung tahun 2012. Nak tak nak, it's a must la kan. Next, duit utk pergi bersuka ria di Korea kena dah ada sbb finally nak beli tiket flight and wat passport! Yes! Can't wait for that.


Tadi tgk Oprah, ada cita pasal sorang wanita ni dari negara Zimbabwe, tak dapat nak belajar tapi tak give up and finally tak lama lagi dah nak dapat PhD. Aku? Orang bagi peluang, tak reti la nak gunakan elok-elok, main-main. Selalu aku rasa research ni satu beban, sambung belajar pun susah bukan sebab apa, tapi M.A.L.A.S! Penyakit ni memang deadly btol. Mau leh give up kalo layan lebih-lebih. So, disebabkan peluang yang ada ni jadi aku bertekad (semangat nih!) akan terus belajar sampai ke peringkat paling tinggi. That means bila dah abis my Masters degree ni, sambung lagi untuk PhD. I dah tak kesah dah kalo lambat kahwin ke, tak kahwin ke sbb bnda tu semua kan mmg dah ditentukan. Yang penting, kita sebagai manusia ni kena ambil peluang yang ada and guna sepenuhnya.


Setiap benda yang kita buat ada kesusahannya tersendiri, terpulang kita jugak cam mana nak handle. If you believe in yourself, you'll always win. We human, never know what we can do as we always stop ourselves from achieving greater things in life.


I want to do this thing because of me, myself. I believe that I can do it and I'm the best. To you also, the reader, do believe in yourself. You don't need a miracle because you yourself are magic!
Have a nice year ahead and let's work hard to make our wishes and dreams come true! Owh, one more thing, that means I'm 23 next year. Although I hate being older day by day but I love the number 23! Yes, goodbye girl, hello matured woman.

I have a wonderful 2010. How about you?
I look forward to more wonderful things in 2011!

Superwoman vs Wonderwoman

Macam mana agaknya orang perempuan yang dah kawen, ada anak, sambil tu belajar wat Master and PhD? Banyak jugak yang aku dengar, boleh abis on time, cemerlang gemilang terbilang la pendek kata. Padahal ibarat kata member aku, memang rasa tak cukup je 24 jam ni! Tapi memang aku tabik la pada isteri2 dan ibu2 ni, memang superwoman! Lelaki sekalian, tolong ambik perhatian k.....kalo lelaki lain sikit kot, yelah, anak2 kecik bini yang handle, keje umah pun selalunya bini gak yang buat, mak mertua takde byk demand sgt kalo ngan menantu lelaki ni, so kalo belajar pun maybe tak sesusah yang perempuan kot....(kot la, aku pun xsure sgt).

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Teringin nak tau sebenarnya cena dorang manage semua tu. Yang aku penah dengar citer, time siang bila anak2 dah bangun mmg tak boleh pegang thesis langsung, memang jadi fulltime housewife siapkan anak2, nak kemas umah, masak, bila malam semua dah tidor baru la boleh wat keje. Memang restricted la compare ngan kami2 ni yang ehem2, single. Agaknya bila dah jadi isteri and ibu je kot baru paham macam mana. Tapi utk my mother pun, even tak sambung belajar, tapi you still a superwoman! Love ya!!


So to all single ladies out there, not Mrs. yet and you're continuing your study, think bout it. Maybe we should get married first! Joking......manage your time properly people. 24 hours a day is not enough is not an acceptable excuse! Single ladies are more like wonder woman dari superwoman sebab asyik wondering....me, at least. Or maybe we should go with wonder girls?!!

Patut la research tak jalan, asyik duk nobody je! Patutnya nak jadi somebody....ceh!

Argh!!!!!!

Penyakit malas dah menjelma balik, ntah la, malas rasanya nak membaca research2 yang banyak ni. When time like this come, I started to doubt my decision bout continue my study. Haih! Apasal la malas sgt ni Wanie! Pick yourself up and just do what you need to do. I have to, really really have to do this. Kalo tak, xberaya la aku tahun ni. Tak abih2 cita isu yang sama kat sini, tak tau la bila masanya rajin tu nak datang and stay lama. Penat!

Plan esok....meet up with the supervisor, pastu sambung tgk You're Beautiful, hehe~ Update terbaru, baru baca emel tadi yg kena antar proposal for defense nnt by 1st September. Mati la aku! Cena neh? Mna da idea nak wat questionnaire, cena nak antar. Adeh! Pening plus sakit pala!

Prof, cena ni?!!! OMG......I'll be extremely busy until 1st September.

Can you help me, H?

Hari ni, 27 Julai 2010 bermula la episod baru idup aku...haha...poyo je bunyi. Tapi kira baru la sebab malam tadi roomate aku tu draw up schedule sbb aku bising2 yang idup aku ni membazir, duduk tak watpa, padahal defence proposal tak lama lagi, satu page pun tak siap tulis lagi, co-supervisor pun takde, baca jurnal pun tak paham, supervisor pun tak g jmpa lagi...bla3x.

So, dah decide yang kami kena ikot jadual. Tiap2 ari weekdays kena g fakulti, baca jurnal, baca dan baca lepas tu tulis. Every single day kena baca jurnal, and writing. Even sikit, tapi kena buat jugak. Bunyi cam budak2 je kena wat jadual bagai, tapi tu je la cara nak mengatur idup ni supaya aku tak bangun pagi dan pkir, "Ari ni nak watpe?" atau "Nak g fakulti ke x?". Penat tau tak pikir bnda yang sama tiap2 ari.

Tensen sbb rasa masa tu bazir camtu je sedangkan bukan takde bnda nak kena buat. Ceni la gayanya budak wat research. Padahal research aku ni bukan la bnda susah yang pakai terms2 yang orang tak paham cam sains. Conduct research pun pakai survey je, xsampai sebulan pun boleh siap tapi disebabkan aku tulis blog lagi laju dan banyak dari aku tulis thesis, maka thesis aku baru suku tertulis. Tu pun ntah ape aku tulis, berterabor je ikot suka hati. Heh, lantak ko la Wanie!

2tahun tu kejap je, sangat2 la kejap. Time skrang bukan flies dah, dah pakai jet supersonic. 2 years will be over in a blink of eyes and sekarang ni aku masih disini, memikirkan bnda yang sama setiap ari tanpa ada progress, syabas Wanie!


P/S: I really need a super motivator rite now~ Aku antar emel kat org2 puteh yang tulis buku yang aku baca ni, xtau la dorang reply ke x...

H + H = happy!!!

Argh!!! Malas! Malas! Tak paham! Adeh.....ni la gayanya bila tetiba budak yang blajar 3 tahun pasal sawit, pest, diseases, tanah, tanam2 pokok nak wat research pasal branding plak. Aku pun konfius gak, aku ni wat master in science ke or master in biz admin sbb aku ni mmg wat totally biz pya bnda ni. Aku pening! Pe ke bnda la plak pakcik Brand Equity ni? Kalo tak paham, cena nak wat research??!!! OMG! Sakit pale dah aku....

Plan pagi td nak bangun sahur, yelah nak puasa sunat...haha. Puasa sunat la sgt, ganti pun blom abis, nazar apetah lagi la. Mmg bertuah btol aku ni. Kunci jam pkul 5, telinga sumbat ngan mp3, tobat la xdgr byi jam. Siap mimpi lagi yang jam dh pkul 5.25 pastu aku kelam kabut sbb takut tak sempat. Celik mata je, tgk hp, mmg 5.25 pun...padan muke! Tu namanya mimpi jadi realiti.

Sambung tdor pun mimpi lagi, pelik gak aku tetiba seorang mamat ni masuk mimpi aku. Bdk ni aku tak kenal pun tapi aku baca gak blog dia, jadi tau camtu je la. Mimpi tadi cam best je kalo jadi btol tapi kalau dah namaya mimpi, mimpi la jgk kan. Nak citer lebih2, xbleh, segan....hehe~


P/S: happy 1st birthday to my dear niece, Aryssa!!! Banyak la plak duit raye nak kena bagi nnt ni, tiap2 tahun brtambah anak2 buah....adeh!