Alone

Not planning to go back
Sick and tired of everything
and I stood there emotionless
Because I'm sick of myself
Pretending like I'm ok
Still smiling, faking it
I want to be with myself alone
where I don't have to face anything
I don't wanna hurt
and be hurt
So, just let me be
You'll never understand what I felt
but since I'm a friend
Let me swallow it and forget everything
And go back
That's what friend for
To accept all the bitterness of friendship
And forget about it
Only keep the happy moments
I'll do that
In a moment
Coz I need to find that friend-self in me