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Monday, October 19, 2009

time...plz fly away faster

bru je pas baca blog hana....dia citer pasal ary, haih...love is certainly painful. Senang nk ckp kat org let past, past tp aku sndiri pun xsure have I let him go or not...

I fall for him when I was 18, too young I guess....he's a smart guy, sweet, I guess he have everything I love bout in a guy. Maybe I was too young to understand it. Now, I can't even look at him, scared that I cried myself out if I did...

I heard stories, he playing around with many girls, letting them put hope and wait for him but in the end, all the girls suffer. Just like me....I'm stupid, I know, I really think that I'm over him but somehow, when I look at things that remind me of him, the pain is still there, still bleeding...

I can't cry anymore, I think I get over it when I'm with other guy but actually I just lying to myself...it's over, time will heal, and I hope time fly fast and heal my pain faster....