so what's the big deal?

Gi Kwang is cute in Bad Girl. Jun Hyung is cool in Beautiful. Dong Woon is perfect in everything! They're my stress killer now. And yes, they're Korean, beautiful boys. So what? Their song is addicting, it's not all about the looks you know. It does play an important role, the looks I mean but if the song is no-no, than it's the end la. Kpop boys to girls are like Naruto to boys!

People said, you should support local scene. I do. But I guess instead of urging people to support them, think bout why oh why it's hard for them to survive. Is it the song? Management? I don't blame anyone but I'm tired when people start to say local ppl didn't support local music scene. It's not like dat, not for me la. It's just dat, it's lacking in something. I don't know what it is.

I'm proud to be Malaysian and if anyone offer me to change citizenship to Korean pun, I don't want to. I love korean boys, their music, but I'm still Malaysian, didn't forget where I came from yet. So instead of pointing fingers, do something, and while waiting for that, let these boys entertain me with their smiles, and yes, songs!

random thought of not-so-complicated me!

It's funny when I came to think about how things around us always happen exactly the way we want it to be but at the wrong time. How you finish your work but your lecturer forget to pick it up and said that it's ok to send it later, how you want to download thesis related to your research but the server went down, but then it can be downloaded in a blink of an eye when you just don't feel like reading it. Stuff does happen, aite?

It makes life unpredictable, so what's the point of thinking about of your future then? We'll just never know what's gonna happen next. At times, life seems to be ruthless, but when you look back and found someone who in the same situation as yours but with different mindset, it makes you wonder whether it is really that bad? Or was it actually a blessing in disguise? Who knows better rather than our creator, no?

I salute people who finds joy in doing stuff people to be precise me, think that it's hard. Nobody said that life gonna be easy. People come and go, sometimes they leave you an impression, sometimes they just passed by and forgotten. Sometimes they stay forever. Look around and stop for a moment, step back and sometimes you'll see things more clearly. But if you don't, just keep going forward, because things sometimes come from the front rather than back!

When you think only bout yourself, u're selfish, if you think bout others, u're judgmental. Face it, no one perfect, we are selfish and judgmental. Nobody's perfect. How can you balance those two? At a time, I can't. You know what? No worry, u're perfectly normal!

mixed up!

Aku rasa nak update blog tapi xtau nak citer ape, bleh? Banyak bnda yang dah jadi, ye la, camtu baru namanya idup kan? Kalau aku asyik citer pasal thesis aku yg tak pernah surut tu, aku pun da bosan rasanya, jadi selain itu, aku pun takde bnda nak citer sangat.

Bulan ni dah genap 2 tahun rupanya aku berblogging ni. Aku pun tak ingat cena aku ni leh involve bnda2 gini, agaknya time tu tgh trend, so aku pun ikot je la. Lagi pun, kalo nak arap aku tulis tangan letak dalam diari yg cam time skolah2 dlu, tak kuasa aku. Jadi baik guna teknologi yang ada ni kan.

Pe lagi ye? Hmmm....aku ada satu wish yang aku arap2 sgt akan dapat, tak kesah la dalam masa trdekat ke panjang ke tapi arap2nya sebelom aku tua la kot sbb malu kalo dah tua2 nak wat cmtu. Heh....pe wish tu? Biarlah rahsia dulu, dah dpt baru citer, kalo x, malu....

I wish I can talk to that person for the last time. I should do it when I got the chance before but I didn't. My ego is killing me and now, I'm hoping for one chance, only one, to tell him one thing that I've kept to myself for so long. Only then, I can say goodbye....


I'm so mixed up! I hate it, other ppl hate it, but I'm scared of the possibilities.

I love K!

I'm busy but somehow I like it. I feel I did something useful with my time rather that just lying around doing nothing. I have a new student now, my dear Bieber look alike niece. Her mum asked me to help her with Math, I have no problem with it. I might not be a good teacher but I can help her a lil bit I guess. Gosh! I never thought that I will teach Math to anyone, it is the most impossible subject back in my high school but guess we can never predict what's gonna happen in future, right? The person you hate so much can be the one you love one day, just like Math!

I dream of someone last night, my love. Hehe...but I can't remember what it is, but doesn't matter, he keep me smiling all day. Love ya K! I miss you so much and please come here as soon as possible. Take care and good luck, my love will always be with you. I love you, K!

Love is like a cup of coffee. You'll be addicted. I don't like coffee but I guess you're my caffein!

crush....

Sometimes, in the midst of all the works you have to do, there's a reward waiting. You're already busy as hell and yet you have to wait for some unknown strangers to setup the Unifi at your house. Not to mention barely alone, it's suck. But, then...hmmm.....not bad. Worth the waiting and all. Enough to make me smile watching them, 3 of them.

I'm just rambling nonsense now. Tired of reading and writing thesis. Need a break and those guys just suddenly appear in my mind and made my day. Crush!

Can't wait to hang out with the girl who remind me of Beyonce, Hana....come home fast, tell me all the big stories.

my fave!

I can watch NCIS like forever! FOX been showing non-stop NCIS everyday and most of the times, the same episode but I can still watch it anyway. The casts are awesome, I can't choose any fave among them. It wouldn't be NCIS if one of them is missing. Yes, I heart it so very much!

Gibbs is cool. Tony is crazy and funny. Ziva is hot. McGee is brilliantly geek, awesome. Abby is unique. Ducky is so full of philosophy. Awesome, super duper team. Love them. Can't wait for new season tomorrow!

Miss them!

I miss my mum! My dad! My lil sisters and brother of course. I miss the times I went home and hugs her and kissed her a lot. I guess I tend to forget that she's a big girl now. To me she's always my little sister, always adik! Haih....wat to do? There's a lot of stuff going on, I can't go home now. I miss them so very much.