One of the happiest day in my life!

Well I guess some of the UiTM students are really2 pissed off with the system. They should because the system is terrible, don't want to say the S thing. But I've got mine already, patience pay well people. Just keep trying, you'll get it.

Ok, first of all, I'm officially will continue my study next semester. I choose to continue master first, it's better and give me more solid foundation if I want to continue my PhD. Kalau ada rezeki, ade la kan. One thing at a time. Patience is a good virtue.

Ever heard of delayed gratification? It's in CLEO dis month. It's true I guess. Learn to be patient and you'll feel more satisfied than ever. Talking from experience I would say.

About my result, how would it be? Hmm....well let just said that I did my best and it pay well. Mum and dad, this one is for you. I want you guys to be the proudest parents on my convocation day. And to all my friends, thank you for all the support and love. This one is for you guys also.

Can I have the golden spoon, please?

Salam and hi!

Lama tak update blog, reason why...sama ja like all the times la kan. I have a good news which in the mean times become a burden to me. Orang kata, congrats Wanie! You deserve it, I know you can do it! Entah la, I'm not bragging about myself, doesn't have intention to do so pun. Just that sometimes to make a decision is so much harder that it seems to be.

Imagine yourself in my situation, you have such a good offer, a golden opportunity which if you let go, it seems so wasteful but at the same time if you accept it, you have no idea whether you'll be able to do it. To finish it takes a lot of persistence, patience, focus, a lot of sacrifice, can I endure it? I just simply don't know. Never put myself in one situation like this so I never really know what is my real capability.

But I do believe that if things are for good, God will open up ways for you as long as you work hard. I also do believe that if you do things for the sake of parents happiness, to help people, to contribute something to your society and the most important thing is, I do it for my Lord, the one and only, you'll be just fine. I need a lot of support, prays from my parents and now it is my job to put myself to the test....nothing is impossible!

Life is full of uncertainty, nothing is easy, no matter what you do, where you go....problems and hardship are always will be your best friends. They teach you a lot of thing about life, that in the end, you'll thank them for it.

To those out there, my friends, I wish you all the best in life! Make the best out of it each moment! To tikah, good luck in Sarawak! To Hana, you'll find a good job soon, don't worry. To Nini, anda bkn muda lagi utk enjoy sahaja di rumah ok! (sebenarnya jeles sbb ko leh duk umah)....and to me, good luck girl, you'll need it a lot!

P/S: Wanie, unless you were born with golden spoon in your mouth, you need to work hard! Welcome to the real world!

The day I turn 22!

Happy birthday to me! Huhu...wish birthday sendiri, pe salahnye kan. HAppy birthday gak to my dear fren, Sarah! We're twins! Suddenly I dun realize that I cried a lot today, dun noe why, it just flowing like it never ends. Open up fb, there's a lot of wishes, thanx a lot you guys, never thought I got that much birthday wishes. And to my mum, I love you too mummy, thank you for letting me borrow your precious car. I take a really good care of it, promise.

As for the rezeki of me continue my study, that was all berkat my mum pya doa. She pray for me a lot, and my parents are the happiest person in the world when they heard about it. I like seeing them smiling like that. Mummy, daddy, I do this for both of you. Keep praying for this daughter of yours and I promise you, I'll always make you happy till the day I die.

Meniti hari2 terakhir bersama kawan2 kat UiTM ni. Lepas ni, ntah bila pulak kita boleh jumpa kan? Anyway, I love u guys always, knowing all of you is one of the best things ever hapen in my life. Keep up and we'll meet again one day, and when that times come, we're all are successful woman in our own unique way. Love ya!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAURUS!

Happy birthday to you

Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to Hanna BOO & Atip!
Happy birthday to both of you!

Atip ni member baik time sekolah2 menengah dulu, sekarang pun baik lagi. Dia ni jenis moody cket tapi ati manyak baik maa....to atip, walaupun hang tak baca ni, aku wish all the best in life and cepat2 kawen ok, aku nak rasa nasi daging pak ank...sedap woo!



Si Hana ni plak member kenal kat UiTM ni, kenal dari sem 1 tapi kenal cket2 je la. Komander ni, giler berdedikasi kan na? Haha....tapi aku baik, kenal lagi rapat ngan dia bila dia jadi ousemate aku. Yg ni pun kdg2 ade angin kus2 dia, kalo time tu, aku pun tak berani nak kaco dia, kang kena campak bateri, sia2 ja. Haha! K la Na, I wish you all d best in life, dapat pakwe hensem, dapat mini cooper yg diidam2kan, dapat kebahagiaan dunia akhirat...amin!



By the way, utk kedua2 manusia berkenaan di atas, terima kasih la sebab wujud dalam idup aku, jadi kawan sejati dunia akhirat, tak jadi talam cam kuih talam yg aku suka makan, terima kasih la sbb memeriahkan idup aku. Haha! Gila emo cket......nway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAKCIK2 SEKALIAN!

cita2 saya nak jadi data analyzer!

Tajuk tak boleh blah, memang perli abih la. Sekarang ni tengah musim analyze data utk aku dan kwn2 seangkatan malas yang ada kat umah ni. Kalo sape2 tak tau ape tu data analysis, takpe, tak tau pun takpe sebab nak terangkan pun susah sampai kena belajar satu sem pasal data analysis baru tau, tu pun duk terhegeh2 lagi.

ANOVA, Anderson-Darling Normality Test, Test for Equal Variances, T-test, f-test, blablabla..... Takde la susah sangat pun sbb komputer yg kira semuanya, ko cume baca result dia je. Bunyi cam senang? Heh, belom cuba belom tau. Aku ni nasib la masih ade iman di dada yg mengelakkan aku dari wat benda2 gila disebabkan tekanan Final Year Project ni!

So, aku tengah berjuang utk menghabiskan sisa2 fyp yang semakin lama aku rasa semakin susah. Ni blom tiba masa presentation yg mna kena ready seready2nya ibarat nak pergi berperang, nak kena menghadapi segala persoalan yang bakal dituju bertubi2. Adeh!

Final exam bukan lagi apa2 sekarang ni, seluruh idupku hanya untuk menyiapkan projek tersayang. Cepatla berakhir, aku nak melangkan ke alam pekerjaan, meninggalkan dunia student buat sementara waktu. Maksudnya, still ade hati nak sambung master.

Nini yang tertekan disebabkan fyp ni decide utk tidor sepanjang hari utk menyelesaikan masalahnya. Adakah cara ini berkesan? Ye, berkesan utk tuan pya badan, tu je yang penting. Owh ye, sebelom lupa. Umah aku ade 3 orang yang demam, sorang disahkan denggi, sorang lagi masalah platlet kurang, sorang lagi masih tak tau result ujian darah. Haih! Umahku dipenuhi virus2 ni....semua gara2 tekanan dan nyamuk~

Goodbye love

Someone said to me yesterday after I finished the exam paper, "look, that's your secret crush!". And I said, "No, he's not!". She said that "You're eyes can't lie to me"

Is it? People can see it in my eyes? Did he see the same thing? Am I still dwelling in the nonreciprocal feeling? The answer is, I don't know, seriously have no idea what I feel rite now. But I can't look at him, it does make me hurt. But I'm happy if he's happy. 

He's not meant for me. I let him go. I walk away from him and counting the moments before we will not see each other forever. And that's the best for both of us. Goodbye love, be happy forever. I'll be fine. I have a lot of people to meet!

Macam nini, agaknya aku pun kena buat simbolik membuang memori.

FYP again?!!

Hari ni, tanggal 23hb, dah tamat la 2 paper final yang bermakna ada lagi 2 paper to finish! Exam is not the problem, never a problem sejak dari zaman sekolah g. I'm not saying that I'm brilliant and exam is never a problem for me but I have the ability to just ignore it and keep dwelling in my laziness which is kinda annoying.

Tapi, satu lagi masalah ialah Final Year Project. I guess dat banyak kali sangat mention pasal fyp ni tapi tu la, dis thing really kills me. The hardest part is about to start end I just can't wait for it to end, no matter how. Of course la jgk I want to pass it with flying colors which is kinda out of my reach rite now.

So tonite is the rest time. Tomorrow need to clean up my crops, study Quality Management paper since the day after tomorrow we will start on the analysis part. I really need to force myself. Wish me luck k! And yes, get well soon hana!